I wish I hadbeen able to stay in the hosptial a few more days

I am pretty useless here. I don't have the enegy to do the things I should be doing. If I take enough pain meds I am too looply to get much cooking or cleaning done. If I go without the pills I am in really bad pain. I hope nothing is wrong. I was doing so well a few days ago. This invalid thing is not going well with Stefan, Ryan or I! My family needs me to get better quicker.