Friday, March 18, 2011

I Am Not Much of a Blogger

I have not felt much like writing. I am ill again or I guess it is still. I am afraid for my son Ryan if I am not here. I hope I have time to arrange things so that he is happy and well cared for. Today I see the surgeon............I pray he can still fix things. I wish I could feel closer to God right now. I am kind of angry and trying hard not to be. Some people are so brave through things like this. I am trying to be but today is scary and I don't feel brave at all.


  1. I can only imagine how tough things are for you right now. Why is always the question. Just know that I pray for you every single day.

  2. I am ashamed of my attitude today. I went to the doctor and got worse news. I just want to step away from it all for a day or two and pretend it is not happening. But of course my mind will not allow that. I will wake with a better point of view tomorrow I hope. I don't like me like this.